History do repeats itself. That’s why I don’t like Christmas parties. Especially when it’s held on my birthday.
When I was a kid, I was not able to get something for the exchange gift. After which, I hated attending Christmas parties.
Funny how I didn’t get another this year (to think that this was the only time I attended a Christmas party after that incident).
I also remembered during 3rd grade, I was bullied my by playmates on my birthday, and I cried.
On the day before my 18th birthday, I confessed to my friend who has been my crush for more than a year. He friendzoned me. Although we’re still good friends until now.
This year, I also feel lonely ‘coz I felt that it’s happening again. Well, it’s just a trivial thing.
Last year, on the day after my birthday, our general manager treated me with pizza together with my colleagues. But I only eat Hawaiian pizza, and there’s no such flavor in their order, so I was not able to eat.
Maybe the only happy memory I have with my birthday was that my anime crush, Akashi Seijuro, celebrates his birthday on the same day.
And oh yeah, I get to spend them with my highschool bestfriends…sometimes…
Ever since, I preferred celebrating this day in solitude on top of my bed. Alone.
How about you? How do you spend your birthday?