Now I was contemplating on whether to write in Filipino. But I guess English would be a better choice.
Rest. A brain rest would not be enough. An emotional rest would be preferable.
Again and again, I am feeling down. I seem to be stuck in this emotional roller coaster for a long while now. And it caused a chain reaction that even my eating habit is already affected.
I already lost my appetite, and sleep doesn’t seem to be enough. Reality has become a nightmare for me.
I wanted to express everything on Facebook, but Mom seem to watch my every move and I thought I can’t do that as well ‘coz the world has no care whatsoever about what I have to say. And I recently felt that even my blog is walking away from me.
My homeostasis is currently disturbed. I needed something and sadly, I don’t know what it is.
Maybe I should buy myself a turmeric tea. It may save me from my current state of mind.