don’t be afraid, daybreak has come…

I’ve been out of the house for a while…

When I came back, I instantly logged in to facebook to see if he left a message for me. But unfortunately, there’s none. Plus he’s even out for almost one whole day.

I’ve been waiting for him to be online again. I was wondering if I should leave a message. But I can’t think of any.

Later, after eating dinner, I decided to logged in to facebook again. There, I saw him online. I was searching the net on how to start a conversation. I have to… before he logs out.

Then suddenly, he started the conversation.

Of course, I was so happy. I immediately replied. I even posted a status. Then one of my friends in FB,a guy, asked me if I already have a love life. I can sense that he’s trying to hit on me. I mean he’s handsome too and kind, but we’re about the same height and I’m not into small guys. I feel sorry for him, but I need to dismiss him because I don’t want to give him false hopes.

Meanwhile, while we were chatting, I’m also chatting my crush. I am really hoping that he stops replying so that I can focus on chatting my crush. Then as the chat with my crush goes on, I can feel that he’s trying to dismiss me too. More like “don’t do to others what you don’t want others to do unto you.”

I was trying to dismiss the guy who’s hitting on me while the guy I liked is trying to dismiss me.

What a complicated world we have…

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